So, most don't know this because I've kept it close to the vest, but I'm a drug addict. I've struggled with addiction to some extent or another for several years. However, today marks 1 year of being clean and sober for me. At this point last year I was sitting in an intensive in-patient treatment center, going through a divorce, separated from my daughter, as well as the rest of my family, isolated from friends, and having to face and acknowledge the wreckage of my decisions over the previous several years. I had driven most people out of my life, and literally had one place to turn, and that was to Jesus. Over the course of the last year my faith has grown tremendously, which has led to the restoration of my relationship with my wife and daughter, the restoration of my passion for life, and the promises of a future I couldn't even imagine in my wildest dreams, even back when I was "successful". I only share this to bring attention to the fact that people are struggling all around you everyday with this vicious disease. People you would never expect. I encourage you to love first and judge last. Be patient and prayerful with those you love who struggle with addiction, and never give up. God is a miracle worker, and I'm living proof. Thanks Chelsi, for always fighting for me and our marriage, and for believing in me enough to hold on. Thank you Brinkley for loving daddy through it all. Thanks Lance for giving me a shot. And thanks To the folks at Robs Ranch for giving me a couple runs at it. Y'all are life changers!
"A Woman's View" by PP Annie: A Source of Information and Help for those who suspect addiction in their family and friends
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